I don't have enough time. I don't know what to do during weekends. I spend time in a virtual world. I have no idea what's next. I can never get a clear picture of things to come; I can't anticipate events fully. I was unprepared; I was caught unaware; I'm struggling to cope with the aftermath.

I'm in a forest, fighting bushfires, everywhere. Yet I can only see the smoke and feel the heat, but where's the fire? All around me...It's becoming harder to breath, almost suffocating.

I feel so lost....