Looking for Inner Peace

I thank Destiny for providing respite for me these two days. Met some old and new friends, some of whom were walking along the corridors. It made me feel very much contented. Yesterday saw ZJ, today met SH. At least for a moment, I could feel the warmth of friendship again. I'm touched. The world isn't so dark after all.

Reminded me of her again. I'm getting confused. I'm glad she's living a happy life of her own. As for kk... Saw kk today. Seemed to be in a rush. Well.. Look from afar, and make sure she's alright. That's the way to go, for now. I'm not sure when this will change. No point engaging her. Perhaps this will leave her feeling awkward, and me feeling disturbed afterwards. Spare me the pain, spare her the troubles. I wonder if Destiny has plans for me to improve the state of affairs. Maybe not.

Maybe.

Stay strong Zhane. Time will tell. Meanwhile, stay alive.